Succumbing to fear (you know yours) is preventing you from amazing growth and purpose. The enemy does not want you to walk this out; this is an element of spiritual warfare.
Engaging in this warfare requires trust, a willingness, and the realization that you can't do it alone. Thankfully, Jesus has all authority and WILL lead you through the valley.
Through that valley #fear you will be refined, strengthened, and you will grow in Him, which is greater than anything man or this world can offer.
Walk in HIS ways and experience passion and purpose that you have never experienced.
Look up to Him and not to man. Man is the reason you may have a skewed view of this God thing. Don’t judge or form opinions based on a fallen world and broken men.